Meeting Kial!

Sorry about yesterday.. it was a very emotionally hectic day so I didn't get any time to write this.

I woke up and texted Kial to see what the arrangements were and if he was still coming down. He wanted to meet me, seeing as he really liked me and was incredibly jealous of "London Guy". I know I'm an internet slut but there's only one person I'm interested in now and that's him. He came online after I'd been moaned at by my mum for logging on so early and he said he was still going to visit me but with his gay friend Nick instead.

I spoke to Frances before that trying to arrange something else to do because I wasn't expecting him to actually show up. But he did. I wanted Charley my bi sexual friend to come along because I felt more comfortable with her seeing as I can talk to her about the whole sexuality thing.

So my mum gave me a lift to Frances' and we walked to Charley's to knock for her and she opened the door just when we were about to knock and it scared the living daylights out of us!

We went to Balmore Park and sat there for a while taking pictures and climbing trees when my brother and his girlfriend Hannah walked past so I said, "Hey!" Trying not to embarass him!

I was looking at my phone waiting for a text from Kial to see when he would arrive, seeing as I could hear the trains passing by I started wondering if he was on one of them.

We went to get chips because Charley was making Frances hungry for them! But when we walked into Caversham the chip shop was closed so we went to the newsagents next door and bought a drink each. While we were doing this Kial phoned me to tell me he was in Northcamp station and the train to Reading was gunna take an hour to get there so they'd arrive at 5:5. Which gave me no time with them whatsoever seeing as I had to leave at 7:40. With that in mind we went to Sandy Park and laughed at couples canoodling and Charley's resistant materials teacher with a guy who looked like he fancied him. He was being very open with himself you see? And we took some pictures of us sat on a bench as chavs from our school walked past, also orange, fat bellied topless men walked past so Charley decided they were oompa loompas which made me roll around in fits of laughter! Frances wasn't looking too well so we went on a hunt into Caversham again to find her some food but all the shops had shut and before we knew it it was time to meet Kial at the station. We were late so it made it even more embarassing when we met them. We were on the phone to eachother and he could see me for ages but I couldn't spot him until I looked around a sign and saw him. He has black flicky hair, he plays with it and wringes his hands with a really cute smile. He was blushing as well as me and he has the nicest voice and eyes. Charley was trying to get Nick to leave us alone together but we always ended up together again.

After our introductions we walked to Sandy Park and settled there again and had a laugh. My allibi was to be picked up at Frances' at 7. The girls went off without me at 6:35 and I didn't want to leave at 6:40. I hugged Kial for the most amount of time I've ever hugged someone before and was very apologetic about not being able to stay with them longer. It was 6:50. So I started sprinting when my phone rang and I panicked babbling nonsense into the phone to my mum. So I got picked up outside the Esso garage and made up a very unreliable back story.

She was suspicious and so was my dad after he'd seen me looking sullen during dinner. My mum suspected something was up. So I told her all about what was happening with certain people and relationships and the pressure of being in one. I had a bath and then decided to tell my mum that I met up with Kial and Nick and had lied to her, I knew she wouldn't be pleased about this seeing as she hates me lying and she wants me to be safe more than anything. Which is exactly what she said whilst we were cleaning out my two hamsters.

Eventually she said that she was glad that I had told her and we'd figure something out. I doubt she'll come with me to see Kial. If anything she'll try and stop it. But I really want to see him again. I miss him. Onto the next day...