Let's just open this post by saying; today my best friend, apparent but clingy girlfriend and favourite singing teacher (who's very fit might I add?) all left my stageschool today.
It's been very emotionally draining and heartbreaking. I don't know if I can deal with tomorrow or even the worry if it's happening. I always have to chase things up one way or another. I give up. I don't want this all to be depressed and solemnthough so I'll add in the happiest part of my say which were these:
"Rowan:
Love you RoRo! Where do I start? I love your little laugh, that always comes out of nowhere, making me smile. I love your openess that you're not afraid to just be YOU. And you are BRILLIANT so I'm glad you don't hide that. I love how you always call people 'lovely' or 'gorgeous' . I ADORE your singing voice, and am proud just to know you. YOU ARE SPECIAL! xo" From Bonita.
"I tell you that I love you a lot, but I always mean it because whenever I see you, no matter how bad I'm feeling you always make me smile. I know that in 10 years time you'll be on stage in the West End and I'll be in the front row watching you and grinning like an idiot because I'm so unbelieveably proud. :) You're an amazing performer and an amazing friend and what makes it even more special is that you don't know how special you really are. Rowan." From Izzy.
Those are from two of my stagecoach friends that I hold most dear to me.
It's been very emotionally draining and heartbreaking. I don't know if I can deal with tomorrow or even the worry if it's happening. I always have to chase things up one way or another. I give up. I don't want this all to be depressed and solemnthough so I'll add in the happiest part of my say which were these:
"Rowan:
Love you RoRo! Where do I start? I love your little laugh, that always comes out of nowhere, making me smile. I love your openess that you're not afraid to just be YOU. And you are BRILLIANT so I'm glad you don't hide that. I love how you always call people 'lovely' or 'gorgeous' . I ADORE your singing voice, and am proud just to know you. YOU ARE SPECIAL! xo" From Bonita.
"I tell you that I love you a lot, but I always mean it because whenever I see you, no matter how bad I'm feeling you always make me smile. I know that in 10 years time you'll be on stage in the West End and I'll be in the front row watching you and grinning like an idiot because I'm so unbelieveably proud. :) You're an amazing performer and an amazing friend and what makes it even more special is that you don't know how special you really are. Rowan." From Izzy.
Those are from two of my stagecoach friends that I hold most dear to me.
So I got there at 2 to make I miss you cards for Ellie and Shannon with Bo. They turned out really good! But Ellie arrived early so we couldn't get everyone in our stage to sign it. Today was a bit mixed up because there weren't very many stage 1's or 2's so they had to join up together. First we had Drama with a woman called Stephanie because Rebecca, our usual jolly, giggly teacher, wasn't there today. So we played a word game and I was Rocking Rowan! Haha! Then I played a chav in Park Bench and we played Freeze.
In singing we sung Wonderwall together and wrote those wonderful things about eachother's good points because our singing teacher was leaving, but he didn't tell us till the end of the day.
After singing we had dance and I had to go all sexual in our dance routine from Chicago and roll all over the floor saying "exploitation!"
Once we'd performed all these to the rest of the school and got massive cheers Rhiannon, our principal, gave our certificates to us for how long we'd been at the stageschool. I've been there for 7 years! But I didn't get a certificate because I joined at a different time!
Then we said our heartfelt goodbyes and tears pricked me eyes. The same as they did when I got home and spoke to Shannon on video call! Stuck cheesecake to my face and now I'm writing this! So night! Type to you what happens tomorrow. If anything does happen!
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